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And i saw this….

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…What should one say? or do for that matter… lying alone in the head of it all. Watching. It seems completely out of your mind yet, you know it isnt real, you know it isnt actual… and sometimes it is that much too weird or wonderful.. and you know.

I can’t help but feel that this time it told me something. I felt it right there, across the surface of my skin. her hair and arms… stretching for something, it seemed professional, purposeful… and then it just happens, unplanned… but you want it.. and you see the real in it, and you know.. pushing it away… that was the real – pushing it away. This reality that know’s it’s something you can’t quite achieve at this time.. something that can’t be erased in a split second. .. and even the unreal is regulated and stopped… even the unreal is limited…

Then you see the figure… lit by a shaft of light… connected to someone or something by a phone… thin… bare… nearly completely bare… different… and like some old film stuck on a loop it plays over and over.. caught in the light between the curtains by the window… talking… pushed away from me… but immediately wanted and desired… standing in the light… completely revealed… they¬†were perfect… different… they brought fear… but it was then that you knew that it wasn’t completely wrong… that there caught in the light was the answer… not a direct answer but a suggestion of one…

and i can’t remove that loop… i am still waiting to wake up…. i don’t want to let go of it…

 

Wake up.

Written by Dave

November 22, 2009 at 3:47 AM

And heavy is …

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…you think you have it all under control..you know how it looks, how it seems, you believe what you feel is good..

in fact

weakness
pain
lacking

you two dont seem to believe anymore, is it not silly? Now!? in this place and time? am i glue? and who are you to take my judgement as yet another pointless quibble?

dont do this for me…but dont pull apart the threading, the anchor i wanted for so long…and still desire.

there is a lot more you dont see….dazed… obstructed….afflicted… misled.. you woudnt care….i think now that you are just waiting for a reason…

and holding everything in control…waiting to let it all go

because you can

because your stuck

i am nearly too much in this light

the covers have been pulled the curtains too…

too much in this light

so we will change it ok?

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Written by Dave

December 16, 2008 at 3:18 AM

Dont wake up to another one…

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It all falls apart so delicately… like a feather in a flame..

so different

just another difference

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Written by Dave

November 1, 2008 at 5:58 PM

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